Dear Heart, Guide Me To The Moon And Back

What is the point of living

if we don't have the courage to be who we really are?

To dive, go into the deep adventures inside ourselves.

To find out what we truly love,

what we really desire.

To find out what makes us sad or angry.

Is there anything greater than to go back

and find out what really hurt you in the past.

What made you think that you are not

good enough.

To find out why you think that there's no point to dream.

Why you don't let people inside.

Isn't it great that we can go back and learn?

We can go back and understand.

We can be healed.

What is the purpose of living if we don't know who

we are deep within?

Whose purpose and dreams are we living then?

Who tells you what to do or how to think?

Who tells you the truth?

And why do you think that someone else could possible

know better than you what is the best for you?

It can be scary to face what was.

But it is still here in every moment if we don't face it.

It is controlling us - especially

 when we think that we have pushed it deep enough.

Deep enough not to remember.

If we don't face the past we can never be

who we really are. 

When we don't face the hidden feelings, thoughts

and desires we are not real.

It's called illusion.

And living in the illusion

is painful.

Year after year the burden of non-faced truths

gets heavier.

The mind is filled with the past,

not able to see what is now or could be.

To have something new, you have to make space within.

Have hope and an open-mindness.

Be curious, brave.

And when you feel the fear let it be

and see how the feeling of love and passion

is even greater.

How it grows step by step and leads you

all the way until the very end.

To the end where everything begins,

where is the true you.

Your greatness.

Your power.

Your light.

Love.

And from there you can rebuilt again.

Based on the truth you found from within.

It is something no one else can tell you.

It is something that can only be seen by your heart, 

your inner sight.

Others might see its reflection from your eyes,

it is the essence of you.

But it can only be found by you.

That will be your guide- you will be your guide.

And how great is that?

To live your purpose, know who you

are and accept and love yourself the way you are?

Isn't it how it's supposed to be?

That you live your life,

fulfill your dreams and trust yourself.

After all,

it is your life.

So live it.

You Shine In My Eyes and I Shine In Yours

Today I leave behind a very tough year.

In a way it has been one of the the hardest 

I've ever had.

I've been going through 

things that have required

a lot of will power, mental

and physical strength.

But it all is now falling behind

and I feel relieved.

I made it and I feel

now even stronger and I know

that all this needed to happen

so I'd be ready for something new

that is waiting for me.

These times had one great teaching:

sharing.

It has never been easy for me

to share the deepest parts of myself.

Some people have been saying that my life has

been easy, that everything I have

is because I was given more.

But how wrong they are.

Lot of anger, sadness, pain and

loneliness was hidden behind

happy and shiny face.

How could anyone know what

was beneath?

Even I didn't know,before

I went closer and started to see

what was buried within.

I just never knew what to do with it,

so I hid it. 

But everything changed some years ago

when I started to share.

I was blessed to meet people

in my life, who were pure

mirrors, people who were there for

me.

Who were there to listen and receive everything

with great love and acceptance.

And I started to understand that everything I am

is magnificent.

Even those most painful things.

I am perfect the way I am.

And all that has been carrying me on ever since.

During this last year it was the most important thing in my life.

I shared everything with the people who are close to me.

And all that made us even closer.

I wouldn't be where I am today, without them.

So, whoever you are,

wherever you are,

find someone you can trust.

I meen really really trust.

Who honors you the way you are,

and never tells you how you should live.

Who respects the real You. 

We are not meant to live alone.

Every burden is much more lighter when shared.

Every joy is multiple happiness when shared.

When we share, we come alive in other persons eyes.

When we share we come alive also

to oursleves.

When we share we learn new things about ourselves

and find places from inside

we could not find without others.

Share,but never lose who you are.

Don't let anyone tell you

who you are.

Because who you really are is

deep within you.

And that can be found only by you.

Only you can tell

what's really there.

I wasn't given more.

But I had the courage to face my past

and took the risk to loose everything I had

just to free myself

and to be who I really am.

My path is not easy at all.

But every step that I've taken

-and will take,

is worth it.

Because I walk the path of truth and freedom.

And in this world

there's nothing that could fulfill you more.

Or give a deeper meaning

for your life,

for you.

Every day

Every day I ask myself

to believe.

To have faith for the path I walk.

Especially when no one else

understands why I do what I do.

I ask myself to have faith in me,

because no one else can really know me

the way I know myself.

Understand me the way I understand myself.

And above all, live my life and fulfill my purpose.

I ask myself to have faith

because even if every one else

would believe in me, it really makes no effect

if I don't. 

Long time ago I chose to walk a different path,

the path of truth.

No matter what comes,

no matter how much it hurts, 

only the truth matters and sets me free

over and over again.

Every day I ask myself not be ashamed

the great power I have within.

For too long I hid it,

for too long I was afraid to believe in it.

And in the end, it was that great power 

which saved me and set me free.

Every day I ask myself

to have faith.

And every day I can see how it

grows,

how I grow.

And how the light is even brighter.