Reflections

There's something my hearts desires,

passionately.

But in my mind I believe it's impossible for me to have it.

So a conflict arises.

But all this really happens in my mind.

The wish of my heart is within me and it will not change.

It lays there, waiting me to believe in it.

But the harder I fight against my mind,

the more miserable I will feel.

Instead of waging a war against myself,I need to accept.

I need to accept whatever comes when

I dive in to the world of my behavior, thoughts

and constructs of mind.

Acceptance is something you can't override.

You have to face it, be present in this moment

and live with it.

After that the change will come,

you will change.

But you have to face who you are right now.

So, today I will live with the fact that I don't yet believe

in my dream fully.

I want it to be real, but I'm not ready to manifest it.

I have to face myself and the reason why I believe it's not going to happen.

After that I can let go and receive the change.

Whenvever you feel you can't do or have something.

Whenever you doubt your power or ability to achieve whatever you desire,

stop and listen.

Go back and try to understand what incidents in your past

are trying to concieve you that you're not good enough today.

Mind lives in the past, in everything that happened before.

If you only listen and believe everything the mind tells you,

you'll never be free.

Only in this very moment you can free yourself.

By accepting and then letting go.

Make a wish, believe and let go.

And one day you'll realize that your wish

is not a dream but reality.